Friday, October 17, 2008

Out and About...

I’ve been touring around the island for the last couple weeks just checking out the colors and seeing new places. I enjoy hitting new roads that I haven’t been on before and I know you think that Manitoulin isn’t that big but you’d be surprised how many little lanes and side roads there are. Still quite a few out there for me to explore but now that I have the time we’ll make it to every one eventually. Here’s a few photos from my recent excursions.

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Gordon's Park

Another of my favorite places to visit on Manitoulin is Gordon’s Park. I had the opportunity a few days ago to get a guided tour from Rita and Terry and we had a great time heading up through a couple of the trails, getting all the way up to the old cabin and the Dark Sky Sanctuary. The fall colors are out in full force and I snapped lots of photos of our outing, some of which you see here. Gordon’s has LOTS more than just hiking trails and astronomy so make sure you stop in whenever you visit Manitoulin Island. Tell them “Our Manitoulin” sent you and we’ll see you on the trails!

Thursday, October 02, 2008

What is to be?

It’s just occurred to me that what I’m looking today is the rest of my life…

I am now retired… I have no further obligations in a working and contributing sort of way and feeling. I don’t HAVE to get up tomorrow, I don’t HAVE to be in the store by 8:00 to make sure we’re ready to open at 10:00 staff or not. I don’t HAVE to be ready for the truck/plane/ship/barge to be here at 10:15, I don’t HAVE to listen for the alarm or a knock/punch/bang/thump/breaking glass/shot in the middle of the night, I don’t HAVE to appear positive and gung-ho and smile for a lot of other people I don't really know. I must now be me… and it’s scares the hell out of me.

Have you ever had a 35 year long routine and responsibilities that ended overnight? What is my life to be, how can I matter, is there a purpose... I’m sure there must be but it will take me time to find, and I’m very lucky to have some great people to help me work through this time. I hope they are very patient…

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

New ship in town...



















I stopped by the Little Current docks for a few minutes today and this ship was tied up. She is the United States Geological Survey ship Sturgeon, out of Cheboygan, Michigan and at 101' long it was an impressive site to see. I'm not too sure what it's in town for but the USGS has lately been investigating the decline in fresh fish in the great lakes so something to do with this is a safe bet.

Make sure you stop by these docks if you are a visitor to Manitoulin. It's full of boats of all sizes throughout the summer but looks pretty quite right now. Come take a look in July or August and you'll see a big difference. The bandstand can be a real hoppin' place also, especially during Haweater Weekend. What's Haweater Weekeng you ask? You'll just have to come and see for yourself, the first long weekend in August every year. I'll save you a hot dog!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Things I had to come to Manitoulin to see...

I've looked for one of these things for years and last night my mission was accomplished. One of the neighbours dropped off some beets from her garden and when Gloria was getting them ready to cook into pickles this thing hopped out and onto her shirt. Wow, what a fantastic insect. He willingly walked onto my hand and slowly made its way up my arm over the next few minutes. Right now he/she is on a plant on the deck where I let it crawl to after that.

Other things I've only seen here?And oh yeah, don't tell Gloria because I didn't, but there was one of these on the road near the house when I came home yesterday. Just a small one, maybe 3 feet but definately a Massassauga Rattler, probably one of the last in this area as it's been 2 or 3 years since I last saw one. They normally do everything they can to avoid humans but I guess the warm road was just too much for this one after these cool autumn nights. They probably wouldn't kill you but with the closest antidote being many hours away in Toronto you have to wonder what the experience would be like. You try it first and let me know, OK?

October 5th: I'm told that it is most likely a Fox Snake that we occasionally see on the road near our house and not a Massassauga Rattler. Tell you what... next time I see it I'll give you a call and you can go pick it up to examine more closely. I'll stay in the car, thank you! :-)

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Home from the hospital (garage)…

The little car is all better and home where it belongs with no damage to the transmission. What happened was that the radiator blew and when that happened anti-freeze found its way down into the transmission casing. Because I had it off the road and shut down within a couple hundred feet and in less than 30 seconds there was no serious damage. I was just lucky that I was in a place where I could do that, and I have this nasty image of how much fun it would have had I had been in the middle of the Champlain Bridge in Montreal.

Even though they say it’s OK I’m still going to take it back in a few hundred kilometers to have them flush it out again just to make sure nothing nasty shows up, but at this time everything looks good. The bottom line is a new radiator, a few seals, hoses, clamps, fluids and only a few hundred instead of a few thousand dollars. We’ll keep you posted.

A trail less travelled...

I spent a few hours yesterday at one of my favorite spots on Manitoulin, McLean’s Park. It’s a couple kilometers down New England Road lined with trees whose branches overhang the gravel road. I’ll post some photos of that in a couple weeks after the colors have started to change.

I go out there as often as I can just to enjoy the silence and walk the trails while occasionally enjoying a pipe full of whatever tobacco I have at the time. There is an old porcupine that I see quite often and though I didn’t get a glimpse of him yesterday I could hear him shuffling through the leaves a ways off the trail. The routes vary from short to over 7 kilometers and you can cut back and forth among most of them to create your own customized tour. The vegetation varies and there are many old trees that have been well worked by the woodpeckers. Naturally you have a chance of seeing raccoon, deer and there must be black bear around also.

Park facilities are clean and well kept and some days I don’t even hit the trails at all but just sit at one of the tables reading and reflecting. Only rarely do you see anyone else there and other than an occasional car or school bus going by it’s a very quiet and peaceful location, except for the scolding of the chipmunks of course! They seem to think the forest is their private domain and anyone visiting is violating their space. Maybe they’re right.

Monday, September 22, 2008

Trade in or keep?

It turns out that my little red car is going to be OK and the repair costs won’t be too bad. As soon as I realized something was wrong I got it off the road and shut down within 200 feet and that saved it. Still, I’ve been driving this Jeep since last week and I must admit that the style and feel have grown on me. I also like the 4-wheel drive option as where we live can be quite nasty sometimes in the winter. We haven’t had any problems that we couldn’t deal with up to now, but the idea of kicking it into 4-low and not having to worry about the snowplow being late would give me a little peace of mind.

I won’t touch this particular vehicle however because of things I’ve mentioned before and another problem that I’ve discovered since, but I think I could be talked into the same or a similar model without too much difficulty. Has anyone out there ever had a Jeep and if so, did you have any problems?

Sunday, September 21, 2008

I love a good debate...

I have never voted Green before but was seriously considering supporting Elizabeth May and specifically Lorraine Rekmans in our riding this time but now I'm not so sure. Look at their promises so far…

$6.2 billion next year: to buy carbon credits to meet Canada’s Kyoto Accord commitments. / Buying credits isn’t meeting Kyoto promises, it’s just BS and attempting to sooth a guilty conscience while fooling everyone into thinking we're making a difference. All the crap will still be in the air and the polar bears will go on starving in the heat, but we’ve planted a few trees in a rain forest somewhere so I guess it will be all OK now.

$5.2 billion next year: a carbon tax rebates for taxpayers. / What, are we supposed to feel better because we’ve created another multi-billion dollar deficit that we are now going to have to pay interest on for how many generations to come?

$16.2 billion next year: a carbon tax holiday for business. / Excuse me, business is causing most of the problems and we’re supposed to reward them for fupping us all up? No, here's the rules, here's the reasonable time limit allowed, do it or someone else will.

$5 billion next year: income splitting for all adults. / Sorry, I don’t fully understand this. What the heck is income splitting and how do I get my share of this refund? My personal opinion (and feel free to disagree and let me know) is that there should be only one income earner per household. This would prevent a huge percentage of the population from living beyond their means and depending on credit cards and also reduce the unemployment at the same time. Would this hurt me as well? Yes, but I still feel it has to be done for the good of the family and the economy.

$ 8.6 billion over three years: to help relieve student debt and increase funding to the provinces for post-secondary education. / OK, education is important but please explain to me why it costs $30,000 a year to attend university anyway. Cut out all the useless sport programs that serve no purpose and you’ll save millions that could be put into real education and not game playing.

As I said, feel free to disagree and tell me so because I like a good argument, win or lose.

Oh, and let me know if you want to get into the +$80,000,000,000.00 (not a made up number) that our buddy Mr. Dion has promised to spend. What are we to do? Do YOU want to pay taxes to cover interest payments on that kind of bill?

Oh, for another Pierre Trudeau who was a true scholar and not afraid to do what had to be done while saying to hell with what anyone thought about him personally. Yes, I was a Trudeaumaniac and I'm proud to say so. Unfortunately the politicians today are not of the same calibre that he was.


September 22: OK, a little education from my wife explained the obvious about income splitting to me. I knew what it was all along and must have just been too tired when I wrote the original note last night. At least I can use that as an excuse, can't I?

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Family photos...


Keeping with the “photo” theme I just ran across an interesting one from Boxing Day 2006 on Gloria’s Facebook site. Wow… Patrick, Myself, Sandra with Nicholas, Andrew and Gloria. The second one is of my Father with my Aunt Maude from I don’t know when, probably one of their birthdays.

Photographs and memories…

You know it occurs to me that there are huge gaps in my life during which I have no photographs. I’ve always said that I didn’t need photos because I had a memory… but is that memory accurate and what about after the memory goes? There are things I wish I could see again just to grasp some point of reality and not just a blurred image of people, places and events but again, what when the memory goes? Would having a picture in front of me even mean anything? Would I know who or what it’s a photo of? Will a person even know a photo is a photo? Then again, I like my memories and have probably tailored them to be just so but still, I wish...

Friday, September 19, 2008

You’re possibly addicted to Facebook when…

… you start to know your opponents by their name and profiles. Take Joan here for example. I’ve fought her on “BBQ Fight!” many times before and know her by heart. I know when she’s added new upgrades, I know which grill she will upgrade to next, I know when she’s stronger or weaker than I am, I know when I can (got ‘cha this time!) out cook her easily. The problem however is that she’s not the only one and this is not the only pastime that I pass time with. There is also “My House” and the various “Slot Machines” and “Scratch Tickets” I have to play daily. Don’t you DARE stand in the way of my “Bingo” or especially not my “Texas Hold’em” in which I have been in the money for all but one week in the last 4 months! Sigh… what’s next. I wonder if there is such a thing as an actual, physical Bingo hall out there? No, don’t tell me… I don’t want to know!

Ambrosia…

My new favorite breakfast… Watkins Pumpkin Butter on toast with Cinna-Cream Sprinkles. Mmmm….

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Transmission? Transmission? We don’t need no steeenkeeng transmission!

My apologies to Bogart and how many out there remember which of his movies I’ve modified that line from?

















So my nice little car that I bought on July 2 and haven’t even put 3,000km on yet kicked me in the butt today. I was headed over to Michael’s Bay to meet a guy I had been corresponding with for the past couple years about Manitoulin and Watkins and only made it as far as Sandfield. The engine went vroom and she just sort of coasted to a stop. I got it mostly off the road but there was no warning, no lights on the dash, just vroom and then the cloud of smoke and smell of burning. Anyone want to buy a blown transmission?

Sigh… A fast call to CAA got me a tow within 45 minutes to the dealer I’d bought it from, and since I had been over there last week looking at a Jeep Liberty that’s what they gave me for a loaner. To continue the day’s events I got about 5 miles towards home when the engine warning light on this one came on. Aaarrrgghhhh!!!!! I called the dealer again (one mile earlier and I wouldn’t have been in cell phone range) and they told me to bring it back. When I got there they put the computer on it and there you go, just a sensor they said, it’s OK to drive without any damage. So why do they bother putting a warning light at all if there is no chance of damage? Hmmm… I’ve brought it home anyway but you really have to nurse it. If you give it too much gas too fast it hesitates and jerks and isn’t much fun to drive. So much for considering a Jeep, or at least that particular one. I think I’ll take it back tomorrow and see if they can give me something else instead. It’s OK, I was starting to get bored with retirement and needed a little change to the daily routine anyway.

September 21 Follow Up...The Jeep has run perfect for the past two days. As soon as the warning light went out everything started purring like it should. Still makes me nervous about this particular machine though. Think I may just order a new one instead.

Sleepless on Manitoulin…

Here it is the middle of the night and I can’t sleep. Too many plans, too many projects, too many memories of the past 35 years on the road… and some from earlier than that.

A bit of advice to all who are about to retire… You know all those things that you always said you would do after you’ve packed it all in? Well don’t try to start doing them all at the same time! Pace yourself, indulge yourself for a few weeks with some complete relaxation, reflecting, contemplation and planning of your next move. Then (and only then) start just one of those projects and work up to the rest as time permits later on. Try the one out, get comfortable with it, play with it and have some fun. After all, you’ve earned it and deserve it, right?

Am I doing it this way? Of course not, I’m too accustomed to running 14 things at the same time in the stores while trying to coordinate 10 or 20 staff members to do the same. My wife always said that I have an addiction to adrenaline and I think maybe she’s right. I’m truly the happiest when I’m actually trying to get every single one of those 14+ things done by the end of the day, but I’m realizing now that is has taken its toll over the years. I won’t get into any medical problems (real or imaginary) in this blog but I’ll just say that you have no idea how much of a downer it is when that type of demand is suddenly taken away from you. It used to hit me as soon as I stepped on a plane when leaving a community and I would just collapse in my seat in a state of complete exhaustion and fatigue. The thing is though… that rush would always start up again in a few days or a few weeks and I’d be back to my old overdrive self who thought this was normal and that I was feeling great. Guess what… now there is no new trip coming up in a few days and I’m having withdrawal symptoms from my 35 year addiction.

My hopes for a cure? Daily updating of all my web sites, taking on new duties for a couple of them, adding a new one or two, trying to contact and get to sign up on Facebook everyone that I've ever met in past 50+ years, setting up a table at a weekly flea market, setting up and conducting a meeting with over 500 people to pitch Watkins as a fundraising idea (that's going to have the adrenaline pumping), searching daily for new and prospective associates all over the continent, hoping to update this blog every day and renewing some past acquaintances. Hmmm… that’s not 14 projects, guess I have to try harder. Autumn of my life indeed... I think I many need HELP!

Sunday, September 14, 2008

What do you think...


Everyone out there knows how much I love children, right? Well, I was offered a job a couple days ago driving a school bus. I can start just as soon as I upgrade my drivers license. What do you think? NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!

Although if one of these next two vehicles were offered to me I might be tempted to take it for a spin around the island once or twice.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

My New Toy...


I decided recently that it was time to add a second vehicle to use for our Watkins business. This is what I finally went with as the price was right, it was clean and had very low kilometers. I even took it over to a local garage to have them crawl over it to try to find something wrong but other than needing a good set of winter tires soon there were no problems at all. It's a few years old but has been very well maintained and the brakes appear to be new. It's a Dodge SX2.0 and is one very fun little vehicle to drive with lots of perk when you need it. We'll have to wait and see how it performs in the snow this winter but so far I'm very happy with the purchase and as an added bonus, it's even a tax deduction!

I hope you keep an eye out for us (with the Watkins signage on the back doors) and we look forward to meeting all your Watkins needs for many years to come.

Friday, September 12, 2008

Wondering thoughts…

Everyone needs a passion,
everyone needs to belong.
Everyone needs to have goals,
everyone needs a song.

We are all a part of the ethic,
our souls must be firm and true.
But everyone needs a few cracks,
that’s where our light shines through.

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

We are what we choose to be...

“And the end of all our exploring will be to arrive where we started and know the place for the first time.” (T. S. Elliot)

Does the man define the job or does the job define the man? Am I the same person that I was a few days ago?

I’m now my own boss, I’ve got my passion back and I see a future ahead and not just an arbitrary date when some ready-or-not life changing event is supposed to occur.

Therefore in this case although the man has been shaped by what he was, he is now defined by what he visions his future to be.

“Your thoughts drive your actions, Your actions drive your results, Your results become your future.” (Anon)

Hey, I bet you tomorrow is going to be one really great day and I hope you’re all a part of it with me!

Sunday, August 31, 2008

August 21, 1973 - August 31, 2008

Well this is it, the end of 35 years of travel from sea to sea to sea several times over. It’s been mostly fun with only a few regrets but I’m not sad that it’s all coming to a close. I’ve seen more of this country than most people can ever dream of and visited communities that people pay tens of thousands of dollars just to get to once in their lifetime. Wow, and someone actually paid me to do all this! I’ve been lucky to work for a company that takes care of its employees as well as Northern does and I’m grateful for the opportunities I’ve been given, no matter what I may have mumbled under my breath from time to time.

The following is an alphabetical listing of all the Hudson’s Bay Company and North West Company stores that I can remember working in even if some of them were unofficial and only for a few minutes. Many of them no longer exist but there’s a story with each and every one so perhaps someday I’ll sit down and fill you in on a few of them. As with most memoirs though some secrets will have to be kept and names changed just to protect the innocent. Hmmm, I can think of lots of variations of the HBC initials that were applied to “The Bay Boys” over the years so who am I kidding with the innocent remark! Personally I always preferred the Handsome Boys Club over some of the others.

So here we go… Attawapiskat, Banff, Bearskin Lake, Blanc Sablon, Buffalo Narrows, Calgary, Cape Dorset, Chesterfield Inlet, Chevrey, Chibougamau, Chisasibi (Fort George), Churchill, Clyde River, Coral Harbour, Deer Lake, Eastmain, Edmonton, Fort Albany, Fort Severn, Fort Smith, God’s Narrows, Happy Valley, Happy Valley Rental, Hay River Foods, Hay River Retail, Igloolik, Inukjuak (Port Harrison), Inuvik, Iqaluit (Frobisher Bay), Iroquois Falls, Island Lake, Kangiqsujjuaq (Wakeham Bay), Kangirsuk (Payne Bay), Kashechewan, Kasibonika, Kuujjuaq (Fort Chimo), Kuujjuaraapik (Great Whale River), La Ronge, La Tabitiere, Lake Harbour, Little Grand Rapids, Manouane, Mistassini, Montreal, Moose Factory, Moosonee, Nelson House, New Liskeard, Nitchequan, Norway House, Obedjiwan, Ottawa, Pangnirtung, Pickle Lake, Poplar Hill, Poplar River, Portage La Loche, Povungnituk, Qiqitarjuak (Broughton Island), Rankin Inlet, Rigolet, Rossville, Salluit, Sanikiluaq (Belcher Islands), Sapotaweyak, Sault Ste. Marie, Sioux Lookout, Smooth Rock Falls, Split Lake, St. Paul’s River, Toronto, Vancouver, Waskaganish (Rupert’s House), Weagamow, Webequie, Wemindji (Paint Hills) and Winnipeg.


And with this I do hereby declare myself officially retired. 3, 2, 1, 0…

August 30, 2008

Descending out of 37,000 and although the sky may have some scattered clouds I am optimistic. I'm headed home off my last trip, and our future is secure due in a great part to the Watkins home business we started working on a couple years ago. Call it a premonition but I knew this day would come eventually and I'm glad we prepared. A buddy of mine might not be so lucky as he may only have days left before his "package" is presented to him, take it or leave it.

Yes, I've been lucky and was even offered a job yesterday as the Financial Officer for an Indie flic. I'll check it out but it's really not something I'd be interested in right now. Of course we haven't talked money yet so it might 'get' interesting later.

Anyway, things are looking good and it's a great time to be starting a new life. Bring on the future, it's no match for me today!

I'm Old Fashioned...

I know they have a bigger payload and operate more efficiently and cheaper but there is something not quite right about putting a turbine engine on a single engine aircraft. I'm talking about the Beaver and more so of the Otter.



I don't know how many of the aircraft I've loaded and unloaded over the years, a couple hundred probably if you throw in the Norseman and every one of them was a piston engine. These machines had heart, they had a personality, a life. They had to be tickled and talked to softly when at -70 you put back in the battery and oil that you had taken out the night before and hauled on a toboggan up to the house so they wouldn’t freeze solid. They had to be cursed while you had to put on the engine tent and fire up the blow pots to heat the frigid metal before you finally attempted a start up in the morning. You swore even more when the skies were frozen into the slush and had to be hit with an axe to loosen and you still had to have people pulling from side to on a rope tied to the tail of the plane to try to work the aircraft loose.

Then, the roar of power with the smell of av-gas in the cockpit mixing with the odor of wood smoke coming from your moose hide mitts as you rose into the rising sun. You can't possibly understand how much I truly miss those days. But I digress...



There was romance and feeling to these aircraft which flew as they were intended. Yes, I know the reasons but it's still sacrilege to put a turbine engine on a great machine like the Otter. Anyone out there have an opinion? Please jump in with a comment.


PS: I actually still do a lot of flying but now it's all on the computer. What do I fly most often? I alternate between a DHC-2 Beaver on floats, a Grumman Goose and a good old DC-3. All have piston engines as some things just aren’t meant to be changed.